Via Kind over matter
paper tonight was like seriously fuck…
im just gonna dig and snuggle under my blankie, surround myself with my pillows and wake up brand new tmr… hopefully~
my life is a mess cuz i let it end up this way.
This time round, for what could most likely be my last exams ever, I have zero motivation to do well in it. Or rather, for what has been my most stressful & depressful period ever, I feel like I have fell into the dark pit of depression and I just dont see the point of fighting my way out of it anymore.
I think I’m passed my limit… exhausted by the emotions and thoughts that haunted me… just thinking about it, makes me wanna cry… although, that doesnt even help at all…
I wish my brain had a OFF button and FOCUS function.
I want to pack myself in a little box and be alone in my own merry land for a sufficient amount of time for me to rid of all the negativity.
I feel like banging my head til i stop daydreaming and pour my soul into revising…
I used to be able to do that effortlessly~ Why cant I now?
I want all these to end soon.
